happy birthday mr don juan

happy birthday to u~
i wish u grow well, be healthy, have a wonderful life, success in study and great job awaiting..
and the most important thing is, i hope this another 365 days in ur life u will find a moment to forgive me..
we're now 21, and 21.. grown up never fight~ heeee
happy birthday!!!!

I have a lot to say

I was thinking on my time away

I miss you and things weren't the same

Cause everything inside, it never comes out right

And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

This time, I think I'm to blame

It's harder to get through the days

You get older and blame turns to shame

Cause everything inside, it never comes out right

And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

I'm sorry I'm bad

I'm sorry I'm blue

I'm sorry about all the things I said to you

and I know I can't take it back

Every single day

I think about how we came all this way

The sleepless nights and the tears you cried

It's never too late to make it right

I'm sorry... ~

lilyto

im 21 and yet, young~

happy birthday to me~ huhu.. this year quite significant to me since im turning to 21.. big number for me....there's so many things that i wish to earn this year
~i hope that i can get over the thing that haunted me for this past 4 years
~i hope i can get back what i owned last 7 years
~i want to excel in my study.. honestly! =]
~this year masum at least i can bring back a medal.. its been d 3rd year already, i want to archieve something
~i want to love and to be loved, sincerely.. without condition, without judgment.. no lies~
mom, dad.. thank you.. u are my everything

lilyto

TAG menjelang 25th

i got this tag from whitelover
* aku ni free sangat dah ke? hehe *

..::1. How old are you?::..
~20 years going to 21 in 3 days.. =p

..::2.Are you single?::..
~ hell yes.. im ready to mingle

..::3.At what age do you think you’ll get married?::..
~ 25?

..::4.Do you think you’ll marrying the person you are with now?::..
~ i dont think so, i dont want to.. and i hope i wont

..::5.If not, who do you want to marry?::..
~ mr don juan.. sorry mr don juan, lately your name being mentioned so many times

..::6.Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?::..
~ adik bella and adik kudin ~ =x

..::7.Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?::..
~ garden wedding

..::8.Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?::..
~ spain of coz..

..::9.How many guests do you think you’ll invite?::..
~ families, friends and ex-bfs.. =p

..::10.Will that include your exes?::..
~ included LOL

..::11.How many layers of cake do you want?::..
~ 5

..::12.When do you want to get married, morning or evening?::..
~ doesnt matter.. as long as im married to the right person

..::13.Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding?::..
~ Pelamin AnganMU Musnah.. padan muke!! what u give u get back

..::14.Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?::..
~ normal spoon & fork

..::15.Champagne or red wine?::..
~ red syrup.. hahaha

..::16.Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?::..
~ right after the wedding.. x tahan~ hahaha

..::17.Money or household items?::..
~ both will do =p

..::18.How many kids would you like to have?::..
~ as many as God want to give

..::19.Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?::..
~ the non-sensor part only.. bububububu~ LOL

lilyto

kudin oh kudin ~ i was 9, bella was 4

cm da lme sgt ak x post entry kt sni.. ak rse this whole week was hell of a week.. assignments due almost everyday ; numerical method, energy journal, reactor design, transport phenomena, then 2 lab reports aku kne wat, still x siap2 lg.. due this tuesday.. phewwww~
petang2 trun men futsal.. berangan nk men teja.. last2 girls anta 2 team je.. nk men pe nye.. da cancel participation.. huk3.. musnah cita2
even this week was like hell, but got 1 day yg sangat menggelikan ati.. bf adik aku msg aku, gtaw adik aku kne tukar skolah kat KL.. konon mak aku da call skolah tu nk apply placement.. then dapat.. aku pn call la mak aku.. rupe nye adik aku tmberang bf die je.. 3 ari bf die x makan nasi.. kesian.. "kalau betul bella tukar skolah cne kakak?" hahaha.. guling2 aku gelak.. da taw adik aku kuat temberang, caye gak ape hal? hahahaha.. innocent btol la.. duhai adik kudin ku sayang, bella tu saje nak test market je.. hahahahaha.. malam ni jangan lupa makan nasi ek~




pic ni aku curik dari blog adik aku..
aku darjah 3 kot.. zaman jahiliah =p
cbe tengok adik aku, takot gile muke die
cne die leh takot ngan kakak die yg penyayang nih??
heeeee

lilyto

TAG sempena hari hatiku kuciwa

semalam aku sensangat frust.. huk3.. oleh itu aku ingin meluahkan kefrustan aku di sini... terima kasih

do you love someone rite now?

-yes. but not truly madly deeply in love anymore

is the person f/m?

-male

does the person knows that u love him/her?

-i hope he knew

is he/she your officially your bf/gf?

-no =[

do u think the person loves u too?

-i dont know~ its hard to say that he actually dont.. and its more hurt to know that he actually has another girl in his life

would u save the person u love under any circumstances?

-i'll do whatever it takes to make it up to him

if the person you love will die in 10 hours, what will u do?

-be there for him.. and apologizing

if the person you love will die in 10 minutes, what will u tell him/her?

-i never meant to hurt him

if u will die in less than 5 minutes, would u let the person that u love knows?

-of course.. so that he will regret that he abandoned me and didnt want to forgive me

if u were a ghost, what would u do if u saw the person you love kissing someone else?

-hunt them in their dream... hahahaha.. til their love go away

would you kill for the one u love?

-if it worth killing..

what is your current status:

-single.. but taken

lilyto