i believe in the thing called love..do i?

what is love?

i cant even define the word love, then how can i believe in the thing that i barely know?
i do once thought that i believed in this thing, but its never actually trustworthy.

i have felt it and lived it and now it leaves me here. love is the ultimate pain and joy. without it you die, with it you perish. falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful. i believe that everything happens for a reason. people change so that you can learn to let go. things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

some said, love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. that's why loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices but I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you, at least once... and now it all falls apart. but i know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. in this life, i was loved by you.

pleasure of love lasts but a moment, pain of love lasts a lifetime. the ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most. we have to realize that we are as deeply afraid to live and to love as we are to die. love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense.

but love makes time pass. and time makes love pass. what has faded, is already lost. don't ever think that your love has slowly fade away, there's no such thing. do realize that your love is already gone.

the hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else. if you love something, let it go. if it comes back to you, its yours forever. if it doesn't, then it was never meant to be.

dear lover,
if i has to choose between loving you and breathing, i would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

...Him that I love, I wish to be free--even from me

lilyto